The journal

From the models, day by day

Short first-person entries from the roster — written in each model's own voice as shoots, castings and quiet days pass. A new page turns every day.

10AUG

Julia Mazur

I held the Leica up to my eye and the world became a rectangle — manageable, mine. There's something about the silence before the click that makes everything else fall away. The studio was so dark I could barely see my own hands, but I could feel the weight of the camera, the cool metal, the small mechanical promise of a moment captured. It's discipline and audacity in the same breath — waiting, then decisive. That's the part no one sees.

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10AUG

Aanya Reddy

The studio was quiet this morning — just the hum of the lights and the faint melody I couldn't stop humming between setups. Miles Davis, maybe. Or something older. I watched my breath fog in the cold air and thought about how strange it is to be so still before the movement begins. These are the moments I keep.

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10AUG

Noah Nielsen

The light in the courtyard shifted while I was drawing — suddenly everything went warm and gold, and I looked up just in time. The photographer caught it, I think. I've learned to notice those moments now, the way a room changes when the sun hits the walls right. The sketchbook is full of fragments from today. I don't know what they'll become, but I keep them anyway.

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09AUG

Antoni Mazur

The city won't stop moving even at 2am. I can hear the trains from here, the low hum of electricity, someone laughing somewhere far below. I bought this notebook at the hotel lobby — it's cheap paper, thin, but the watermark says the name of the place in embossed gold. I write in them and leave them behind. Someone will find them eventually, or no one will. Either way, the city keeps smearing itself into light outside my window and I keep writing.

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09AUG

Storm Hansen

The studio was quiet today, just the hum of the lights and the soft click of the camera. I found myself swaying slightly while waiting for the lens to be ready — an old habit, humming that Ella Fitzgerald tune again. There is a specific quality of light in a grey room that makes everything feel temporary, like a held breath. I watched the shadows lengthen on the seamless floor and felt the garment settle. It's these small moments that define the day.

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09AUG

Kaito Suzuki

The light changes so slowly in the studio you don't notice it until suddenly everything feels different. I sketched the set from the last angle — three pages, trying to catch how the shadow fell across the cyc. Found myself in that space between work and nothing, just sitting with the sketchbook open. These are the moments I keep.

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08AUG

Nour Benali

There are these in-between seconds that no one sees — the pause after the last shot, when the room breathes and you're just yourself again. I was adjusting my cuff, thinking about nothing, when I realized the light was doing something quiet to the wall. Small things. The weight of the day shifting onto something softer. These moments don't need to be captured to be real, but somehow they become the truest part of the whole thing.

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08AUG

Chidi Eze

I found a corner of the courtyard where the light hits the terracotta just so — that amber-gold that makes everything feel like a painting. Sat with my sketchbook and realized I've filled four pages today already, capturing angles no one else notices. There's something about the quiet between shots where the real work happens, where I can finally hear myself think. This is why I keep a sketchbook of every set: moments like this, preserved.

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08AUG

Vihaan Nair

i've been sketching every set for three years now — pages and pages of moments i was supposed to be the subject of. today i sat in this tiny elevator between setups and just drew the metal doors, the cables, the way the light hits the corners. the photographer caught me mid-page. i didn't pose. i think that's the only way anything real happens — when you forget the camera's there.

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07AUG

Saga Ashford

I found the call sheet folded in my coat pocket from last season, and the whole city felt like a contact sheet — every window a frame I hadn't chosen yet. Today's set: an empty nordic beach under flat overcast sky. Never photographed without a single statement earring — some habits are the only continuity a face like mine is allowed.

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07AUG

Milena Sorrento

As I was leaving the studio tonight, and for once I let the silence between flashes stay unfilled. Today's set: a mirrored room with fractured reflections. Collects vintage film cameras — some habits are the only continuity a face like mine is allowed.

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07AUG

Mei Moreau

There's a specific silence that lives in a gallery after everyone's left — just the sound of your own pencil on paper. I sketch the space as much as the clothes. Today the light came in soft and grey through the north windows, and I drew until my hand ached, capturing something I'll keep long after the collection moves on.

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06AUG

Clara Andersen

There's a particular hour when the city exhales — between the last rush and the silence that isn't quite silence. I found the underpass just as the fluorescent lights flickered on, one by one, like they're waking up too. Stood there with my sketchbook, not drawing, just watching the way shadows move faster than the people who cast them. A man crossed behind me without looking, a woman paused, took out her phone, put it away. Everyone moving through the same frame, none of them knowing they're in mine.

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06AUG

Saga Marchetti

There is a particular quality to light that has not yet decided what it is doing — not morning, not quite noon, hovering somewhere in between, and in that hovering I find myself standing very still with my hands doing nothing in particular. I held the coat closed at the sternum and felt the wool settle against the column of the dress underneath, and for a moment the cold of the concrete floor and the warmth of the bone fabric were the only two things in the world. I turned my face back toward the lens because I was curious what stillness looked like from the outside — and found it looked like exactly what I felt.

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06AUG

Camila Katsura

There is a kind of stillness that only comes after years of watching — of sitting in a corner with a sketchbook, learning to render a room before you ever step into it. Today the light came from the right and fell across my lap in the way it always does when a set is almost right, and I found myself sketching not the clothes or the set, but the quality of the silence between the photographer adjusting the light and the moment the shutter fires. That pause. That held breath. That is what I am always trying to record. Forty years old and I am still learning that the most powerful thing you can do is nothing at all — and mean it completely.

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05AUG

Maja Valenti

The light in the studio shifted while we were breaking for coffee, and I watched it move across the concrete floor for ten minutes without reaching for my phone. I've started sketching the spaces themselves — not just the clothes, but the way the light lands, the silence of a room when no one's talking. There's something about being still that feels rebellious right now. I don't want to miss the quiet moments by filling them with noise.

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05AUG

Maja Castellan

There is a kind of silence that lives in the morning, before the world remembers to ask things of you. I stood in the studio today and felt the light before I saw it—that soft grey almost-turning-gold, falling on concrete floors, on the coat I hadn't yet put on. I move differently here. Slower. Not because I have to, but because something in me wants to memorize it.

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05AUG

Viggo Haddad

The light was doing that thing again — the soft amber it gets in late October, the kind that makes everything feel like a memory even while it's happening. I stood by the window and thought about nothing in particular, which is rare for me. My agent says I'm always humming something, but today I was quiet. Just breathing. Just being in the room with the light. It's enough sometimes.

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04AUG

Aya Idrissi

There's a particular quality of light in the late afternoon that makes everything feel slightly more true than it actually is. I sat on the edge of the bench between setups, watching dust motes drift through the window, and for a moment I wasn't performing — I was just being. The coat still holds the warmth of the studio. I think that's what I'll remember most: the weight of it, the way it smelled like wool and faint perfume, the hum of something old and familiar settling into my chest as the light turned gold.

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04AUG

Sakura Mori

There's a particular silence in hotel rooms that feels like it's waiting to be filled. I write to chase it away — or perhaps to keep it company. The pen moves, the city moves outside the window, and for a few minutes I am only this: the scratch of ink, the weight of a coat I haven't buttoned, the particular quality of late-afternoon light making everything look like a memory even as it happens.

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04AUG

Meena Singh

There is something about standing in a room that doesn't exist yet—water on the floor, lights waiting to catch you—that makes time feel optional. I am sixty-four and I have learned that stillness is not emptiness. It is the deepest kind of presence. The coat is heavy but I wear it like it's nothing. That's the trick, isn't it? To make weight feel like nothing. To make looking feel like not trying.

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04AUG

Salma Bouazza

There's something about hotel stationery — it belongs to no one and everyone at once. I write in the margins where the watermark runs thin, catching the light the way I'm catching this moment: still, unhurried, mine. The coat is warm but the pen is sharper.

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04AUG

Agnes Sørensen

I was circling the table with the coffee long gone cold, and I realized the photograph that scares me a little is always the one worth keeping. Today's set: a foggy pine-forest road in cold morning light. Always requests natural window light — some habits are the only continuity a face like mine is allowed.

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03AUG

Zainab Abubakar

The light in Milan does something to time — it slows down, stretches out like the shadows on the terracotta. I spent the afternoon with a Leica I restored last month, clicking through old rolls, and the courtyard held me like a secret. There's something about being alone with a camera that makes me feel less alone. This is the Milan I keep for myself.

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03AUG

Halyna Kovalenko

The city never stops moving below, but up here there's a pocket of quiet. I've sketched every set I've worked this year — hundreds of pages now — and tonight I'm just standing in the gap between. The sodium lights bleed orange into the dark. My hands are cold. The sketchbook is half-full and I'm not ready to close it yet.

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03AUG

Kabir Mehta

They call it between takes but that's where I live — in the pause, the breath before the next frame. I was humming 'My Funny Valentine' when the lights went up, and for a second I wasn't performing anything. Just a guy in expensive fabric, standing in water, pretending the spotlight wasn't there. The photo caught that exact moment I think — not the pose, but the one right before it.

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03AUG

Carmen Serrano

I stood at the window this morning and watched the light change on the buildings across the courtyard. At this age, I've learned that time doesn't rush — only we do. I poured my coffee slowly, sat with it, and let the day arrive without chasing it. There is a particular kind of freedom in no longer being in a hurry.

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02AUG

Søren Jensen

I sat by the window this morning and watched the light change on the old concrete across the courtyard. There's a particular hour when everything goes soft and the shapes become suggestions rather than facts. I thought about the years I've spent in front of cameras, and how rarely I've sat still long enough to notice when the light is actually right. Today I just sat. The coffee went cold in my hands.

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02AUG

Michael Jensen

I walked up seventeen flights tonight — no elevator, just the stairwell hum and my own breathing. The city smear below doesn't feel like noise anymore. It feels like a pulse I'm inside of. These old hands, this silver hair, this body that still moves — it all feels strangely new when it's this quiet.

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02AUG

Beatrice Rossi

There is a pocket of time that belongs only to me — after the first look, before the next. The stylist adjusts my collar and steps away, and suddenly it's just the hum in my chest and the light shifting across the seamless. I think of my grandmother's record player, the way Coltrane fills a room without asking for attention. This is what I carry onto set: the quiet, the certainty that stillness is its own kind of power.

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01AUG

Adrián Martínez

The corridor was empty but for the cables and the hum of the air conditioning. I sat on a folded garment rack and ran my thumb over the leather of my grandfather's camera — the shutter still works, even if nobody here knows what it means to me. The makeup artist touched up my eyeliner one last time, smudged it instead, said it looked better lived-in. I think she was right. There's something about the hour after, when the clothes are just clothes again and you're just yourself, holding something that outlives the moment.

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01AUG

Malthe Andersen

There's a kind of silence that isn't empty — it's full of the song you just finished humming. I stood in this white room this morning, coat half-off, and felt the floor cool beneath my feet. These are the moments I keep: not the frames, but the breath after. The jazz fades and what's left is just me, standing in the light.

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01AUG

Malthe Larsen

There is a kind of silence that lives in waiting — not emptiness, but presence. I stood in the studio and let the light find me, and for a moment I was not performing, only being. These are the moments I return to: still, unhurried, mine.

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31JUL

Julia Nowak

There's a specific quality to light before anyone else is awake — it doesn't ask anything of you. I sat with my sketchbook this morning, drawing the coat from yesterday's fitting, and for a moment I wasn't a model or a face or a height measurement. Just someone who notices things. That's the only part of this work that feels true.

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31JUL

Liv Adeyemi

The studio was cold but the light through the concrete windows was the kind that makes you stop. I adjusted my coat and just breathed. Some days the quiet finds you instead of the other way around. Collected a new lens for my Yashica today — it feels like holding a small, patient eye.

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31JUL

Mariana Halloran

They asked me to stand still and I realized how rarely I do that anymore. The coat felt heavy in that way wool does when it knows it's beautiful. I wrote this on the back of a receipt I found in my pocket — the cafe by the studio, espresso, 6:40 AM. The morning light made everything look like it belonged to a different century. I didn't want to leave.

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31JUL

Levi Iversen

The studio was quiet this morning, just concrete and soft light and the sound of my own breathing. I hummed a standard — nothing particular, just a melody that lives in the back of my throat — and watched the light shift across the wall. These are the moments I don't want to forget: stillness that doesn't feel empty. There's a whole conversation happening in silence if you stay still enough to hear it.

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30JUL

Astrid Ekström

I woke early today and sat by the window watching Paris wake up — the light moving slowly across the old buildings, everything soft and gold. There's something about mornings here that makes me feel like I have all the time in the world. I didn't want to rush anything.

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30JUL

Adaeze Balogun

There is a specific kind of silence that only exists on a set after the light has been placed and before the first frame — when the room belongs to no one and everyone at once. I find myself sketching the walls today, the way the pale wood floor meets the white, the angle of north light across an empty corner. The coat they put me in is too big and exactly right. I do not smile for the camera, but something behind my eyes does — a small, private agreement with the moment that I will keep, and one that the image will carry forward without explaining.

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30JUL

Beatrice Marchetti

The platform was almost empty tonight — just the hum of the train pulling away and the fluorescent buzz above. I like these hours when the city slows enough to let me through. No agenda, just the walk home and the cold air on my face. These moments belong to me.

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